I’m stuck between wanting:

1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love

2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet

3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career

It scares me how accurate this is.

i thought i was the only one. i end up doing neither though 

I’m at the full credit load, doing Mandarin independent study, and a research apprenticeship. I also have to prepare for the GRE. I’m involved in two student organizations and hold an officer position in both. I’m thinking about joining the dance troupe on campus and auditioning for a world class winter guard. Oh yeah, I’m expected to complete my undergrad in May.